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hello. i guess this is gona be a long post alright. lets start with yesterday. was feeling super down yesterday night for some particular reason, dont wanna say it out as its over, then let it be... so today went to science centre for the learning trail, so it was a super fucked up one actually .... i dont wanna say it out here as i might offend some people or smth, but its like im the middle person for like everything.. its like i wanna be with evan, but i dont wanna let minhui be alone... i wanna go with 6eys but i also cant abandon awesomes... i cant make the desicion, onces i make a move, everything will be screwed. Problems here and there, why cant everything just be alright? And oh ya im so fucking stressed up. I guess my mother tongue standard have dropped.. its like mr yang isnt even teaching the textbook things, he's like talking about crap of his hometown and whatever... and also maths, i dont even know some things and its like so confusing and fucked up... hais. can everything just end here right now ? I thought 2012 would be a good one, but guess what. Everything's so screwed, so fucked up. Nothing's going right, everything isnt what i wanted it to be... Can i like just be dead or something? :/ Hais, shall just end here alright, anyway tmr's school ending at 1045, so its another problem again.. I wanna go slack with tricia, but also vk, but ...... ARGH just fuck life pls. ASDFGHJKL ....... bye.